inaagnas

pat tagged na inaagnas na blog ko. hehe. don't have much time really nowadays. one of these days i will have to close this blog down. got more important things to do pa kac. tsaka tinatamad na rin ako, unlike nung summer.

ano nga ba meron nung summer? hmmm... yeah, i remember, internship chronicles, some of the more exciting ones. was in crame btw kahapon to join the picket of journalists. did get to see some old faces--my trainor and his fellow-reporters. need i mention ms mu was there too? and bernadette sembrano. to quote kate, "ang ganda ni bernadette." (i agree!)

so, ano napala ko sa pagpunta sa crame? sir arao informed me kanina nasa pic daw ako sa front page ng phil star (nasa inquirer naman si sir, nakahiga with one arm raised--panalo talaga hehe). sabay hirit din ni kuya tonton: pero mukha kang ten years older kasi nakasimangot ka. i checked--totoo nga. pambihira naman o. putol pa ulo hehe.

well, ok lang. no big deal. the real bonus of going there was nakapagset ako ng interview with ms mu and bernadette sembrano and a few others for the JC ACLE. instant lahat. kumpleto na line-up. d naman ako excited sa interview, nah. ok lang yan. (pero kinumusta ako ni ms mu, at namukhaan din ako ni ms bs hehe)

pero ano ang tunay na napala ko sa pagpunta dun? nagcram lang naman kami ni rhea sa framework. up to d last minute nagpiprint pa kami, just like last time, nung submission ng rrl. lagi na lang. nagkataon namang sona nung time na yun, and i needed to get some footage.

pero kanina, doble pahirap. i also crammed my socio paper. socio is really a nightmare. i don't know kung bakit pa ako kumuha ng isa pang socio after the horrible socio 101 experience last sem. masokista talaga. pero from now on, no more socio for me. sa inyo na emancipation, habitus at kung anu-ano pa. all that crap, ayoko na. will just figure out how to get through this one. group report and paper na lang, sana wag kaming ibagsak ni ma'am. this is really terrible.

sumabit pa tuloy ang council dahil alang nagpunta sa college assembly. nahiya naman kami sa admin. they were disappointed i could tell. hay...

ba't pa puro acads pinagsusulat ko dito? naalala ko rin tuloy ung sts exam. geesh, good luck na lang sa results. 2nd econ exams are coming up, at ala pa akong naiintindihan.

been through a lot this past month. to be honest though, i'm not complaining. i feel like i'm doing so much these days, although not necessarily in my acads but perhaps in much more important things (what could be more important than acads?) and it kinda feels good.

now i'm really saying goodbye to that *dream*. it's still possible, but pretty difficult. but i won't exchange what i'm doing now just for that dream. i'll just give it my best shot, and who knows? for now, a day at a time.

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do what you have to do

p.s. i just have to thank rhea for putting up with me and my hectic schedule. tnx for understanding...